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I Don't Even Care Anymore

by Dowsing

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Will I make it through you? I need to and I will.
Get Weird 03:06
If it’s a matter of preference I prefer your apartment And the shadows cast on the white walls. There’s just a lack of commitment and misunderstanding And the notion that I will never be enough. And it gets weird sometimes when I say I love you. Come on don’t leave me hanging on Don’t leave me. But it gets weird sometimes when I say I love you And it gets weird sometimes when I say I love you. It’s the size of an ocean It’s fucking terrifying To be so exposed it feels like I’m drowning.
Bruising’s easy when you’re clumsy, when you’re drunk it’s even worse We could childproof the living room but I don’t think that it would help The carpet’s stained from use, tipped over glasses and leftover food And when the dishes pile up I’ll do them in the morning. I never make myself clear yet my intentions keep you near No wonder you’re confused By muffled descriptions and my drunken slurs. Let’s not ruin a good thing, I need a friend not a relationship Because I’m the worse kind of person always throwing good things away. You won’t see it but you will someday When you’re tired of getting old tired of all my friends I won’t get tired of you. Let’s move to Seattle I won’t break this promise to you I hear it rains all year but that’s alright with me. Because I need a coast to keep me in line.
I took Western and chased you home Handed me a letter made me read it before we spoke. All the reasons you threw at me Meant to shred my dignity. I should’ve known I’d be down on you. It’s what I’m use to.
I’ve got better things to do then sit around and think of you. To get to the point of everything before I mix in my feelings I just need to figure out who I’ve become. I’m happy at least that’s what I tell myself It’s day to day but that’s cutting it to close. Do I want to live my life to its full potential? Do I want to live my life now that you’re gone? Yeah, I think so. I don’t even care anymore.
You loved the sound of my laughter How it echoed and filled an entire room I still taste you in my lungs, this distance, how we’ve grown apart. If only you could have stayed.
Of course it wasn’t good enough I wasn’t good enough It’s no surprise when your covered in tattoos that you don’t even like When the words just stick to the roof of my mouth I can’t explain it; I can’t explain a goddamn thing. Because there are certain situations that I don’t want to be a part of and this is one of them I’ve held my sadness but I’m cracking. How many times can I say this? When every two months I’m just another disappointment. I can’t remember the last good thing that happened to me.
On the floor of myopic We look at all the spines Between urban architecture and interior design I would have built a city for you If we hadn’t run out of time. I am nothing without you. When sandpaper skin has done it again I’ll just become disgusted with how I’ve been. I’ve just become disgusted with how I’ve been.
I’ve got twenty things to do none of them involving you. I’m going on and on about a new year incoherently. But I bet you never saw this coming, a strength I’ve only just possessed. Writing songs with emotions and you were never a part of them.
My head is aching from last night and thoughts of you Too many artifacts are present and I can’t bare to leave this room. You left your jacket by the stairs draped on the banister I glide my hands across its neck and I get chills from the air. I let you down it’s for the best with a heart like mine I just can’t commit. I’m always acting never thinking about what I may have found. Nothing's been the same And I’ve got nothing to give. I was lost in notebooks you’d undress with every word. Before I’d finish a sentence you’d be naked muttering on the floor, “I’m always drunk and miserable since you came” Yeah it’s easy to replace, yeah it’s easy Yeah you’re easy to replace, yeah you’re easy Yeah I’m easy to replace, yeah I’m easy. See we’ve easily suppressed all our feelings.


released August 13, 2013


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